Why are you here?
That’s the question I get the most here, it’s the one I don’t have a concrete answer for. If I say I took this job because I wanted to get away I don’t know what I was running from. If I say I’m looking for something I couldn’t say what either. I could say I did it for the money but if you knew me well you’d know that as much as I love spending money I’ve never been ambitious, I know it sounds ridiculous but that’s the way it is for me.
Overall people have been really nice here, especially because we’re only 5 girls and 35 boys. Some of them have been working on ships for over 7 years, I don’t see myself doing this for more than one season and that gives me an uninterested MO, I do what I have to do but I’m not interesting in growing here, like most people seem to me.
The food is not bad, there are things I can pick from and the chef pâtissier is a fucking genious, he makes the most delicious Creme Brulee with the right kind of caramel and don’t let me get started on the things he can do with chocolate… letmestoptalkingaboutfood.
What I hate the most, after loading days, arranging the lounge bar and cutlery is the fact that I only have hours off, not days. I still need to get used to that. Today, for example I worked form 8:30 till 13:30 and I have to be back at 17:30, just 30 minutes from now so let me go get a shower and get ready.
I miss you darlings. Noe
